ONCE BUT NEVER TWICE

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Slow down , simplify and be kind

Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 11:03 PM

dancing with the devil

Sooo Folks .. i've been talking to myself lately. Things havent change that much like i said before.
The devil is still in me & its unavoidable !
Literally , i don't really understand myself either. I've been in school for the past 4 weeks and yet i
don't understand every single thing.
Though it's kinda too early to say this but year 2 has never been better and it will never be i guess.
I have tonnes of work to submit . Eg , reports , assignments , project , Equizes and etc.
& guess what , the dateline is unreasonable !
or maybe it is just me ??? hmmm..
What matter most now is , I don't even know to do all this work !
So yeah some of you might think that we shouldn't blame others but ourselves instead BUT
to hell with that statement yo ! cause I'm blaming my lecturer. He assume that we know everything and go at his own pace which is too fast. I know that he has to go fast and explain everything but come on , be realistic M.f . He even dare to say that he think faster than he write. pathetic ? yes cause i feel that all this are just Bull !!!!
Friend of mine once said . 'poly life relaxing '
wtf , Bullshiitttt ! It can be relaxing but we'll just graduate slightly later than everyone or maybe graduate with nothing !
stress siol , I've never been serious but i am right now !!!!

Next ,
One by one . my hommies are enlisted .
By right i should have been too but i go by left .
so yeah.
Though nobody wants to be enlisted but then i feel that
its kinda fun .
Somehow i feel that , its the beginning of transforming into a man. HAHAHA !
It will definitely miss them & break time will be reduce.
3 of my crew mates are going in soon too.
Tsk , what to do .. life still goes on.

So , i did make a new resolution to ask myself every single day before i turn in.
What have i learn today ?
hmm . I learn not to give up easily . :)
peace. im OUT !

Sunday, May 10, 2009, 1:34 AM

circus

Hell yeah , It's Vesak day , BLA BLA BLA !
& a very boring day for me .
I've been resting , lying on my bed , dreaming and staring at the ceiling
most of the time . kinda have a sore throat since friday which i hate it most.
cause whenever i swollow something it HURTS !
hmm , though smoking might be a remedy but still i'm thinking of quiting .
yeah yeah , am i for real ? i've been saying this for like ... XXXX times ..
hahaha . i'm confused too .
Anyway , mom bought me a new Helmet ! hehehe. gizzzs..
& im suppose to buy her something due to Mother's Day !
cant think of any to buy at the moment plus i need Benjamins !!!!! $$$$
Besides , im so in love with the panasonic retro headphones , gonna get it next week ! wohhooo .
so tell me . can i plant money ???? cause i need it to but lots of things.
& and to be frank im bad at shopping. End up , i'm left with nothing and broke !

So yeah , match in another couple of hours. I dont even know if im fit to play later on with
the condition im in right now. I just hope that i wont get pressurize by coach as im in the first eleven. hmmm .. well , what ever it is im always ON and 100 percent ready for my game.errr, i have nothing to lose. Anway , i can smell VICTORY ! haha.

aites , goin to watch Mtv again i guess . Tonight seem cold but the smell still lingers !
peace .

Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 7:12 PM

routines

YO !
2 weeks of school just past & its only the beginning.
nothing much of a different but my WORKS are TRIPLEDDDDD !
Hectic as usual but Alley is the remedy !
I have new classmates , all are like total strangers to me cause i know none of them.
& it's sucks ! i really miss my own class.
All thanks to those who took my slot .
Though it sounded so cocky but still my timetable is the best.
I have like tonnes of break and early dismissal.

next
i've been neglecting BREAKING !
& i really took a long long BREAK !
omg !
i just cant occupy myself with everything
time play a big role in my life plus everything are so COMPACT !
I have early dissmisal indeed but i have my own cca.
*oh yeah , i love my new cca anway. :)
&& soccer trng is making me so blown away too .
VERY TIGHT ............
gym is fun & i wont stop !
Raphie & Wan has been a good motivator !
Thanks hommies.
well , never back down guys .

Performance wise ,
John told me that we will be performing next 2 weeks
& i really really worried that i cant make it for the sessions.
hmmm .
Sometimes , saying YES is much difficult then saying NO !
This is what happened when we say YES too often already.
i just hope the boys will understand and negotiate again
bout the timing and stuff.

Lastly
This thing sucks if i'm really late for class cause the Que is damn long esp in the morning !
I really get irritated by this temp taking though i know its compulsory.
Even entering canteens , mac or koufu i need to tap my admin card
for those who dont have it , cannot enter !
HELL Yeah , in the morning i already gotta tap my ez-link..
so FOLKS can you imagine , how many times i tap a day !
oh yeah , even lectures i gotta tap. hmmm ..
so on the first day i decided to sneak out from this exercise but then my lecturer caught me w/o
having the PM sticker !
There are 2 in total , AM & PM .
Polytechnic ? think again , more like a POLY-clinic siolx!

stress ?
yeah , but this is how i unwine myself
I'm loving the beach as usual !
Every Sunday , SENTOSA baby & Street Surfing !
I love my cca.
& please im not in a dragon boat or what shitt.
:)
peace.